This was a very complain-y blog. I apologize for that. The reason for that is, as you can easily read, this was during a rough time for me. Life is better now, and that makes me happy. I was going back and reading through my posts and I actually just stopped because everything was bringing me back to the depressive scene I was in when this occurred. I just felt like it was worth posting that things got better. i still get stressed, I still get depressed, I still don’t have as many friends as I used to. But I don’t let those things get to me anymore. You are the showrunner for your life. If your stressed, change things. If you’re depressed, invest time into things that make you happy, AND talk about it. And if you don’t have that many friends, go talk to people. Most people suck, that’s just a fact, but every once in awhile you find someone amazing. I’m not trying to belittle stress and depression by the way, I know there is no quick fix, but those things will help you take hold of your life again, and that’s a beautiful feeling.
Things are still rough sometimes. The best friend I often talked about is no longer in my life through a bad set of life choices. I’m about to graduate college and truly don’t know what I’m going to do with my life.
But there are also good things in my life, and as long as I still have good things in my life, no matter how big or small, then things are going alright.
Things can always get worse. This isn’t to be saddening, this is to be positive.
You are going to die one day. Please see this as empowering and do as much good as you can before then.
You have good in you, You are special, in some weird way, and whether you know it or not, You are loved.